It's inevitable...a pregnancy blog.

So I know some of you are anxious to hear about the pregnancy and how the whole thing has gone and is going. Well here it is...

Around the middle of May I had my first ultrasound. It was a genetic screening they like to do to test for abnormalities and defects. They give you a big long explanation outlining all the bad things it can show and then sum it up by telling you that only a small percentage have these defects/abnormalities. Very reassuring...right. right? No, not at all actually. Kind of freaked me out because then I started thinking about all the things that could go wrong. I did this for about 3 days, in the midst of still hugging the toilet a few times a day mind you, and then after a good hormonal cry with the husband (meaning i blabbered and he hugged and kissed me) all was well and given to God because ultimately, I have no control anyway right? Right. Then the next week all the screens came back saying there was nothing wrong with our babe at this point. Though this whole process was scary and just down right annoying because I hate being an emotional mess it was also really awesome because I got to SEE the baby for the first time. I got to watch the little peanut roll around for about 30 minutes. It was so intense! All I could do was lay there in awe of God and the fact that I had this thing (because it doesn't quite hit you yet that it's a human being) growing inside of me. To say it was amazing is a severe understatement.

Since that ultrasound apt. the little peanut has literally invaded my body on every level. Physically and emotionally of course. But also spiritually and mentally. My pregnancy sickness (those who are lucky get to refer to this as morning sickness) finally subsided to a managable level at the end of May (I think). Slowly I went from throwing up 6-8 times a day down the scale and now I am at about 1-2 mornings a week and these are just one and done. I seem to have finally figured out what food the little peanut likes or will at least tolerate which was a huge victory! Whether it is a boy or girl it is for sure Michael's because the babe loves it some protein! Especially eggs and Arby's junior roast beef sandwiches. Oh, and dill pickles. Listen up ladies, if you are having a craving so bad you are yelling at your husband to bring you some food...while you are in the shower, you are either prego or nuts. Yes, this really did happen and yes, my wonderful husband did bring me a dill pickle to eat while I was in the shower. I think God made pregnant woman have cravings because He has an awesome sense of humor and everyone needs to have stories like these throughout the stress of pregnancy. Geez, that God of ours is one smart Creator! Then there is the inevitable hormonal rollercoaster. I have little to say about this except, get ready. It will happen! Men, read a book (Something with the words "men" "survival" and "pregnancy" in the title) and brace yourselves. Mentally God is molding Michael's and I's minds to begin thinking about adding another person to our life. This is easier for me as the whole pregnancy and having a child thing is much more real to me at this point. But, he is thinking, more than I ever realize, about what will change and how we will work it all out. And through it all, we are faithful. In some of my other blogs you have heard me say something along the lines of we don't have all the answers, but we know who does. This rings true yet again. Our faith as individuals as a couple and soon as a family has been our foundation and will remain so always.

So, as of now we are doing pretty well with this whole pregnancy/becoming parents thing. Sure we get overwhelmed but who doesn't? I don't feel like an adult most days and yet I look back and realize I am making "adult" decisions every day. My most important decision to follow Christ every day is the most important one I make and will be the one to pull me through all trials and tribulations. And through it all, we are SO blessed! If you are one of the people who have given me maternity clothes, books, advice, diapers, baby supplies or love just know how very grateful we are! We know without a shadow of doubt God has placed all of you in the life of our unborn child for a reason and we thank you for the role you have played thus far! Well I think this is all that was on my mind for today. Check out the link I posted on my facebook about things you don't tell pregnant woman...I found it entertaining and true at the same time.

That's what's up with me and the Little Peanut...for now.